lockdown

I seek forgiveness from all.

2011-05-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

This post shall be a solemn one.I know i made alot of mistakes in my life.big ones.minor ones.and even those that makes people disappointed.

im apologising publicly to my friends.anyone whom ive hurt in the past,present and lets not talk about the future as that has not happen yet.

But this goes out especially to a girl.a very special girl.

Dear Tisha,

I know i may have said terrible things and made it seems that i took you for granted.But believe me.I have no intention to do so.You made a wake up call in my face and i appreciate that.Ive always reminded myself how lucky am i to have you.Even so,i made my mistakes and im pondering about what i did right now.sitting in front of this comp.remembering the times.yes,im tearing up as im typing this.baby,i know i did you wrong and said things that i didnt even suppose to and treat you unfairly at times.I will try my best to make amendments and make things back as how they use to be.I know it may seem like just words that would go to nowhere but i promise you this.I will try my best.I will be better.Much better.Ill prove to you my worth.

Another part goes out to a bro of mine. Farridon.

Dude,thanks for being there for me like everytime. I know at times i might have like been over my head but you always got my back. Going here and there,thanks for the accompany.A lil awkward as it may be but i appreciate it.If i ever did say anything wrong or offensive,im sorry.i know ive not been much of myself lately.overall,thanks bro for being there for me.you're a true friend.may you find your happiness soon.

PS:I am so sorry.

Lost.

2011-03-29T01:07:00.003+08:00

Its been damn long i believe? hell yeaa...too long to be exact..time to blog blog blog..lol..so heres the deal..im currently posted at Echo Division which is at Tanglin..I cant elaborate much on what i do or where i go for my duties due to confidential reasons..duh..hahahahahaa...so yeaa..after work today,went home...late afternoon met up with gf and head to NEX to meet nazli..after that we proceed to the sculpture park at Sengkang...take picts here there and everywhere..haha...from there,we went to dhoby ghaut...met up with don.jubjub.farah.and other ppl...slack awhile and then made way home...fuuh..tiring man...30 hours of no sleep...sleepy dozing sleepy dozing..ZZZZZZzzzzZZZZZ

PS:Always there but never spoken.

Lost.

2011-03-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

2010-11-17T12:55:00.002+08:00

Sup mothafukas...lol..i know ive not been blogging for a long long time..latest update? im in national service now..haha..hell yea...botak already lor...currently serving ns at Home Team Academy...Squad 50..hahaa...i gtg back camp tonight by 8..damn jialat...wanna go anywhere today also cannot..nvm2..friday book out again..can go chillax with babygirl....yesterday babygirl fetch me by cab..woot!! stunned sia...but then again cool man..proud of her...so went back with her..chill awhile...eat at KFC and after that at night i made my way home...fuuuh...tiring u know...must apply medicated plaster all over...hahahaha...kaykay...time to go..chao ppl...ill update again when i can...hahaha

PS:Baby,IMY.XoXo

HARI RAYA

2010-09-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Yeehaw!! its the time of the year again where muslims celebrates the ending of ramadan.yupyup...ramadan has left us once again and aidilfitri celebration is due...1st day raya was okay..a lil f up..but still okay...thanks to some uninvited shitty guest..family...but not close ones..long story..haha...lets see..what else eh..ouhh yeaa...i know ive not been blogging much lately but to heck with that...its about time i make this official announcement...i am going national service alr...damn soon eh....i will be enlisting this nov 2nd at the home team academy(CCK)...yupyup..police..woohoo!! dont have to cut hair damn short...haha...hmm..raya also bring back memories of those who are no longer with me...my grandma..my dad...sad siaa..but life goes on..so yea..i wanna take this opportunity to wish all

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

PS:QT,ILY.SALAM AIDILFITRI. =D

BLING!

2010-08-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

BOOYA!! lol...yeaa..i know its been awhile..and hell yea!! im 20 alr..lol..but still dont look 20 though..haha..hmm..its ramadan now and its kinda late to wish all a safe fasting month..but anyway..i forgot to mention..i got a newborn niece..she was born on the 9th of august..coolshit right???!! haha..she share the same starsign as me..LEO!!! woohoo!!..lol..so yea..her name is Aneesya Natasya...small only...and damn..she has straight hair...grr!! newborn baby got emo hair...haha..so yeaa..thats pretty much i was gonna say...hmm..gf starting sch tmrw...holiday over alr..at the moment im hardcore cleaning the house..hahahah...thats like cleaning the house,open headbanging songs out loud and clean and headbang and clean and headbang....well..gtg now ..adios amigos mi peepos...

PS:Getting my vibe back..TEAM XTREME \\. (0.0) .//

Its starts with A

2010-08-08T10:02:00.003+08:00

YUPYUP!!! WOOHOO!! Its 365 days already of me and you..and yes..im making a big deal out of it...

If kisses were the water I would

give you the sea, if hugs were

the leaves I would give you a

tree, but if love was time, I

would give you eternity. =D

PS:MEMORIES FOR A LIFETIME AND BEYOND.

LIFE

2010-07-31T21:13:00.005+08:00

Yes..i am updating my blog today.,..lol...and woohoo!! its almost august ..hee...and bday is coming...hahaha..20 siaa...aww wells...to end this of..Lets talk about life..yeaa..life has been great so far...it is as how i have always wanted..thanks to all those people around me..beloved tisha..bros don and daffi...tisha's fam..\.,./ (0.o) \.,./ hee...yeap..been seizing the day....life i s beautiful...theres a new page written each day...the book of life filled with endless colours...and woot!! a7x new album is out alr!! NIGHTMARE was sick man...a fitting tribute to The REV...Though you're gone,you are not forgotten and the music you left behind is your masterpiece...

PS:LIFE is B-E-A-U-TIFUL.

\.,./ \.,./

2010-07-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

Booya!... Rofl..hmm..what happen today ehh...hahaha...met up tisha in the morning...then slack till 3 plus..accompany her go polyclinic...waited and waited and waited..and done!!. ...woot!! her turn..lol..so done with the doct..went down and took the medicines and chao...went to her place..slacked some more..irritate the annoying younger bros of hers...haha...was on my laptop there playing sims 3...ahaha..then i went off and took 854 home...woohoo!! hair is growing longer..not according to plan...but definitely longer..loll...

PS:It's your fuckin' NIGHTMARE.

2010-07-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

Yeah! That picture was definitely true! hehe.
anyway, tisha here. its been so long since my bf didnt update his blog. and so, im here updating for him. lazy bum! i was hell waiting for his update and yet no update from him. sad right? aint it?
so, yesterday and today he slept over at my house. my mum was feeling unwell, and therefore, many of my relatives came to visit. thanks to dear bf for being there for me too, taking care of my brothers somehow.
and today, we went out just for awhile to post office at Toa Payoh to deliver the lens to our customer. thought after that of going bugis, but were stuck at the Cash Converter! hahahah! how funny. look around something catches my eyes! its a monitor, 8.9/10 condition rate. it cost only $8! yeah! damn omg! cheap! hehe. and so, i bought them and zen went to carry. took cab and off home.
meanwhile, my grandma still at home, around evening, zen & my bro sent my grandma back to her house. while waiting for him, i've done creating his new blogskin! woohooo! hopes he likes it. i know it has been like so many times his blogskin are in grey colour theme. but hopes he likes the design.
alright, anything, do leave him a tag yeah! takecare! :D
-tisha

BRB

2010-07-07T01:54:00.003+08:00

Ahaha..yes..i know its been awhile ive updated though i promised to update regularly..hmm..so..yes i just got home..on the comp..open blogger and blogging...wahaha..just got home from tisha's house...woot!! haha...craving for double mcspicy,hawaiian pizza plus bbq chicken topping,chicken rice,qiji's popiah and the list goes on..lol...why must food taste so yumyum..haha...ouhh yeaa...not forgetting..today is my 11 monthsary with tisha!! woohoo!! hahaha..so heres somethin for you darling...
If your asking if I need you the answer is forever
If your asking if ill leave you the answer is never
If your asking what I value the answer is you
If your asking if I love you the answer is I do.

Happy 11th monthsary

dear...ily...muacks!!

woohoo!!..haha...<3

PS:What lies ahead is unknown to me and it is inevitable.I hope to pull thru with you there at the end.

Condolences

2010-06-10T00:04:00.007+08:00

This post is rather tragic.Tisha's aunt pass away yesterday.Condolences to her family for the lost of a family member.May Allah bless her soul and forgive all her sins.

Al-Fatihah

Amin.

PS:This al-fatihah goes out to dad and grandma too.

Allahyarham Ramli Bin Osman.

Allahyarhamha Kalsom Binte Ismail.

2010-05-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

Dang..i totally forgot to blog about yesterday...haha..so met up gf in the afternoon..chilled..ate lunch..went to hougang point..bought horlicks mcflurry...nice la siaa..recommended 5/5..hahaha..really...go try..today!!...so..we walked all the way to hougang mall...went pass montfort sec...undergoing prime..sad to see parts of old sch demolished but change is gd isnt it...yeap...go hougang mall..arcade..got free game..lol..hmm..how to elaborate ehh..yeap..not gonna...so blablabla...walked all the way back to kovan...sent gf home..i took 854 back as usual...

ahaha..last but not least...check out tzcollections.blogspot.com...collaboration blogshop of me and tisha...my part is under maintenance..yeaa..i know..but its coming soon... =D

PS:When I look at you. =)

revival..again

2010-05-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

so..ive finally gotten my lappy back from acer..and finally it works..lol..motherfcukers cheat ppl money one..lol..so so so..im back to blogging..and yes..i am updating regularly again..hmm..lets talk about yesterday...met up gf then head to punggol..met myra..took of in 62...go hougang inter area...blablabla..too lazy to elaborate...head to marina barrage after that...took picts...head off to shenton way..then to hougang..sent gf home and i head home myself..haha..yeap..thats about it..

PS:Which path next?

NOT YET DEAD

2010-05-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

RAWR!!! so so so...people may think my blog is dead...heck no..just that my comp is down so i cant exactly update properly..neither can i update my links..so chill ehh..hmm...this early morning post is specially for my dear gf...hee...her 18th bday today so without further ado...woot!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TISHA!!!

LOVE YOU HONEYY!!!

HEEE!!!!

WITH LOTS OF LOVE!!!

Zen =D

PS:HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL.

So yesterday

2010-04-09T17:07:00.002+08:00

so so sososososososoya sauce...lol..this post is for yesterday..yeap...yesterday...met up with tisha in the morning...went to ite macpherson...meet up with ezum...as tisha and ezum had some project thingy to get down...then fahmi came and shock the shit out of ezum..hahah...after that we took train to tamp and head to century square..went to eat at food culture...had chicken rice with gf...and then we went to tamp mall..went up to gv...bought tickets for the movie how to train your dragon...watched til 0830...then took 72...changed to 53..send tisha home..took 53 back..met up with daffi and don at pasir ris...took bus back to sengkang cause daffi wanted to get a haircut..but shop was closed..so he went home,don and me head to kovan..i took 51 and changed to 325 and wala! home..

PS:ILYQT!!! hee. =D

=D

2010-04-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

HEE!! so im back!! RAWR!!! yay yay!! weee!!! lol..damn lol as i got my lappy after so long..im outside now..will update about today..yeap..today...=D...adios muchachos...

PS:NOTHING! THIS AINT A PROPER POST.RAWR!!

2010-02-12T12:59:00.001+08:00

NOTICE!!!

MY COMP IS DOWN FOR 2 WEEKS++...HOPE TO BE BACK SOON AND UPDATE...

RAWR!!!

chalet chalet challe

2010-01-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

Had 3D/2N chalet at downtown east...just got home today...hee...willl update about the chalet in next post..do stay tune..picts will be added..too tired...*sleepy eyes*...RAWR!!

PS:Sweet scent of my darling.

BOO YEAA!!

2010-01-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

So..i was up at 630..waiting for gf to text but she didnt...she waited for me to text her....lol..haha..so morning cock up...met fiq in 72 and headed to tamp...had lunch..thanks fiq for the drink treat...woot!!...took 31 to school...lesson time mr noel gave the case study...had no idea what he was talking...like bblablablablablatabla...rofl...so yeaa...just before lecture...said adios to peeps and chao...went off to meet gf at her sch...pick her up and we headed to potong pasir..met up with don and fahmi...went to jam at boon's..loll...preparing for the I talents audition next saturday...wish me luck ppl..RAWR!!..hee...later evening took 80 all the way to harboufront with gf...took 93 all the way to ubi there...lol siaa...if we're going anywhere one phrase is always said "got concession."..haha...lol..after that sent tisha home and i made my way back on 854...fuuh...hope tomorrow will go well...

NOTE TO SELF:PREPARE FOR TMRW's CHALET.

PS:RAWR!! TISHATISHATISHATISHATISHALOVE!!

gymgymgym

2010-01-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!...Woke up lazily at 10++ yesterday....then an hour later or so her bro called...ask whether wanna go gym....so i say anything since long time never go already...so blablabla....met up with him at gf's house at around 2 plus i think....gf was doing chores at that time..haha...so me and don went off...took 25 to bedok and changed bus to 24..dropped around after simei there to the SIA sports place...but FCUK..cannot go in cause the one that is member is daffi...so we made our way to my sch instead...reach simei ite the indoor sports hall..haiya....so many ppl ...paiseh siaa..so we drop the idea of the gym there and walk to simei cc instead...then its like FCUK again...lol..the cc no gym.. -.- haha....then we took 9 to bedok and 87 to hg inter..walk to hougang sports hall...and went to the gym there..did a couple of stations repeatedly and off by 0727....we went to hg inter...to 165 to clementi to cool down as we're sweating..lol...then dropped at clementi inter..took 147 back to hg...but we dropped at bowen sec school there...don took 25 back home and i walked...

PS:Tired.Sleepy.Missing my baby.

IMY

2010-01-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

IMISSYOU

TISHA!!!

PS:I am batman.your batman. =)

For that girl

2010-01-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

This post is for tisha darling...

Yes im happy and liking it that we're going to be half a year of relationship..hee..and that we're gonna last for eternity....not by words but by actions...there is nothing we can't pull thru together baby...i'll always be there for you...and yeaa..you are the best thing that happened to me as well...and dear,i love you..by words,by actions and by heart..

Razif. =)

Guitar pick powerpoint

2010-01-18T22:35:00.005+08:00

So...today i was late....lol..paiseh uhh wan..haha...i hate to say it but i told you so..wahahaha..yeaa..i didnt wake up...missed SW....muthafuka ....hahhah....but im so gonna go tmrw...yeaa!!...haaha...so had lunch with clique at cafe 1...grilled fish with fries and rice...redbull for drink....then after that was lecture...was like lol....then break was given...clique chilled at cafe 3...talk crap...after that we all went back to lecture...after lecture ended we headed to outside the class at tech block...we played truth or truth...lol...crapshit..waakakaka...i was the bottle spinner...we ask all mostly rofl kinda questions which i wouldnt mention here...haha....ended lecture...went to tamp with wan,sally and sarifah...parted ways...i took train to meet gf at her sch...slacked with ezum and another of their friend hady..i think that was his name..lol...went off..took 80 to kovan...packed food from qiji and we ate at the park opp her block..then slacked...and i sent her home.. =D

PS:What was i thinking ? You darling,it have always been you.you.and,you.

When passion meets studies... XD

2010-01-17T19:14:00.003+08:00

hello

this is tisha (: and im just posting this for fun. just wanna see th outcome of this blockquote i've done. hee. i've nothing to talk about here. but maybe this, i hope he love this =D wooo, and nxt mth is going to like half a year of our relationship! yay! im sure he love it. yes, we're gonna last and pull thru many many years together. just like th music playing, "you're up there, you're always with me". yeah! hmm, whats more i can say, you're th best thing that happened to me. and im surprised your just th E X A C T thing that i wish to have in a guy. to top it off, i wish to tell you this, thru those ridiculous retards actions i've made on you, im sorry. cos in between it, i cant deny that I L O V E Y O U, zen.

OCH

2010-01-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

RAWR!! ,,mmm..HOT FUDGE SUNDAE!!!....loll....so lets see...what happen today ehh...met up gf ...went for lunch at mcdonalds...slacked...chilled til 3++...made our way to hougang inter..met up don...took 89 all the way to changi there....to....OCH!!!...wahahahaa..yeap...we went och...again...scouted the whole place...and woot!!...found the roof exit..holy shit nice view on top..haha...made our way around and around...then went off to changi village..bought drinks and cookies..took 109..then changed to 59 halfway...all the way to ubi there...then crossover and took 25 back to gf's area...met up with some dude name farhan at the park opp gf's house..setting up a new band..hes the guitarist..we discussed about the songs to play..gf had to go..so sent her back and met up with don and farhan back..lol..haha...by 10++ we all chao and i took 854 back home..

RAWR!! haha,,,

PS:Dear god,the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when im not around,when im much too far away.

I saw you

2010-01-10T01:15:00.005+08:00

Ever wondered what you would answer if the one you love asks you this question:

"Did you ever think about the future? What do you see?"

Double Click the video to redirect to youtube
as my media player is not visible to shut the music off.

PS: I see you.

Jam Butter Peanut

2010-01-09T01:04:00.002+08:00

so so so...sorry for late updating..my bad...well...met gf in the morning...sent her off to nyp for her yog training or something....then she texted something about it being freakin boring....the slides and blablabla...and i was like...hmm...reminds me of the lectures i had in school...lol...slides,slides and more slides....zzZZzz...lol....then she left by 11++....met up again...slacked...chilled...had lunch at KFC hougang point...hee...and heck she was late ...she was suppose to be at my school at 2pm while we down there eating at 3...lol...so ended up we reached ITE EAST at 430...haha...this that..blablabla...we were on our way to potong pasir by 5++....in the bus passing by the jamiyah orphanage got chickens at the carpark...lol....gf was loling her head of..and took picture...haha...then we stopped at her school...took a cab instead...reach there,met up with daffi and his gf.,..paiseh uhh bro made you wait long2...hahaa...awhile later don and fahmi joined us and the jam session started at 630pm....haha....jammed for an hour...daffi and his gf went off...we all went to mcdonalds nearby as don had work that day...so he was the cashier we ordered from...lol...had dinner...and we all went our separate ways...except for don who had to work..haha...thanks for the 4 bbq sauce 2 curry sauce and loads of chilli sauce....that was not my idea..wahahhaha...=D

PS:The whole jam session,i kept looking at you and smiling..your presence was inspiring darling.

Monthsary

2010-01-07T01:53:00.005+08:00

This post is gonna be short and simply for my gf..here goes..life has been great with you around darling..so great that i wish time would just stood still and that the world belongs to us...you made hope for a better tomorrow and your smile is one of the many things i adore about you..the way you slept soundly on my arm...i never seen anything so peaceful..dear tisha,this post is specially for you..i am lucky to have you...thanks for being there for me...I LOVE YOU.SO VERY MUCH.

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY!!

PS:Sweetheart,ILY.

2010

2010-01-01T03:04:00.007+08:00

So..its new year again..and heck..i didnt update about christmas eve...but the picts and post can be found on gf's blog http://queentisha.blogspot.com/....so..gonna update bout new year eve...woot!! ..met gf in the morning..slacked til 1 plus...and damn..we were late to the jam sessionn...aww welll....jammed a few songs...then the group split cause gf,don and me was heading to bugis mcd..whereas the rest wanted to eat at the arab street there...so eventually they came bugis also...most probably no space...so nazli,don,gf and me ate at mcd...whereas fahmi,nisa and syirah went idk where...lol...met up after the "lunch"...and we all took bus number 2 and head to Old Changi Hospital...hell yea...exploration...so we went in...went up the stairs...twirl and twine..and woah...we end up in ground floor...weird...we wanted to find the torture chamber but its dark alr...all went separate ways...gf and i headed to changi beach..slacked awhile and took 2 towards city hall...we joined the crowd that is heading to esplanade...push here and there ...wahahah...then we made our way to the busstop after much pushing...took 51...sent gf home..and i made my way home...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

2010!!

All the best to everyone out there.. =)

Old Changi Hospital

OCH

PS:Wishing for you is better than wishing for myself.Happy new year sweetheart.ILYQT.

Mangrove Madness

2009-12-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was rather woah!!..lol..met up with gf at 1 plus..slacked all the way til 3 plus..then we head of to hg inter to take 161 to woodland...then from woodland we took 962 to sembawang to meet up with someone..blablabla...then took 962 back to woodland inter....then from woodland,we took 969 to tamp inter...lol..really inter"ish" today...then from tamp inter...we took train to pasir ris inter...OMG!! so many inter..RAWR!! lol..met up with farridon at BK downtown...slacked...then we made our way to the mangrove swamp...then,we went in...HOLY $#!+...haha...it was ... describable...hmm..but not that bad though...we made it out...and woo!!! MANGROVE MISSION:SUCCESS...3 ppl only some more...well ohh well...after that took 53...send gf home...and i made my way back on 854...

PS:I didn't fear cause you were there beside me.

Revival part 2

2009-12-22T02:19:00.002+08:00

So..i hadnt been blogging at all lately...haha..well..attachment is over!! woo!! finally like that..yea..but was rather fcuked up as the pay would be given on the following month..ARGH!!! ..lol..its like being out of jail siaa the feeling..having freedom once again..woo!! ..went out with gf yesterday..spent the whole entire day with her..yay..slacked with her til 3 plus..then we headed to bishan Junction 8 as she was gonna collect her repaired hp..wahahhah...took 56..all the way to town...went to marina square...ate..we both had nasi lemak..and side dish of popiah..that was the 1st time i ate popiah..hmm..not bad..must try again..hee...we then walk by the esplanade waterfront..all the way to penin busstop...bumped into family..and blablabla...haha...took 12 and changed to 8 all the way to tamp inter...walked around awhile..then we took 72 and changed to 53...sent gf home and i made my way home...

Attention: This blog is back to active status.

PS:But you gave me one good reason to fight and never walk away.

Yay me

2009-12-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

So so so...wahahah..lol..slacked with tisha...til 3 plus plus...then we made our way to poly...haha...take mc just because i wanna have a normal day rather then standing for 9 fcuking hours..after i took mc,we made out way to hougang mall mcd...bought mudpie mcflurry and choc milkshake..sat outside the kfc and suddenly lol wtf idea came to mind...i was like combining the mcfluurry and millkkshake...tasted it and woah!! nice or whatt siaa..gf tried it too..so chocolatey!!...wahahah..then we wook..lol...i mean took..89 to pasir ris...went for a walk at the mangrove swamp there...slacked outside area til 7 plus plus..then we made our way to tamp by walking..in the rain.. =D.. lucky love had an umbrella..phew..so we walked the whole trail and WA LA!! tamp siaa..haha..went to the library to dry up...went to inter.,.took bus back to hougang..sent gf home and i made my way home as well..

PS:Let it rain,let it pour.I'll still stand by you thru it all.

Revival and monster mushroom swiss

2009-11-26T22:55:00.003+08:00

wahaha..like finally new post ehh..haha..this blog aint dead yet..just away..lol..been busy with attachment lately and very tired...haha...but all the recent happenings can be found on my dear's blog @ http://queentisha.blogspot.com/ ...hee...but then right..imma blog about today.. =D

So morning,send gf to school at 8 plus plus plus..haha...then i went back and was otc awhile till 2 plus..went out at 3 to meet up with gf to go hang out...took 80 to sengkang..bought some junk food..i had kinder bueno while she was chowing down on her cheese and tuna pizza from 7 11..haha..had potato chips as well..wahahah..then we took 80 to harbourfront..reach there 7 plus plus..the chicken rice stall at the hawker centre close alr..fag uhh..craving for the chicken rice siaa..haha...so we went vivo's BK instead..bought the MONSTER mushroom swiss meal...so we shared the burger since its like fcuking big...after that by 8 plus plus..took the train back,send tisha home and send myself home..lol...

PS:I love you plus plus. XD

3rd monthsary..weee

2009-11-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rd Monthsary darling !!!

This post is supposedly to be short and short and short.how short? hmm..how bout this..

Short.

haha...this is just lol..so i wished cinta on the dot at 12..made sure of that...haha..made her a drawing out of paint and texted her a poem..long2..haha..gonna get her a gift with my pay..what it is..hmm...secret..wahahahaha..

PS:Happy Monthsary Cinta.

Things get weird and weirder

2009-11-05T15:21:00.002+08:00

hahaa...so..this post is about my attachment..lol..i made the boss pissed of with my attendance and lateness..haha...so the attitude siaa....haha...standard!! wahahah...so i got fired..went to school..talk2 with lecturers..they say if can convince the company to take me back then go..if not attachment in sch..that point i was like damn..i want!! then the lecturer go on and said must cut hair,dye black and remove the accessories from my arm..i was like wtf..so i attitude..show arrogant face and say i confirm can convince the company,got up and walk away...so i emailed the boss..and wa la! im unfired and back...lol...missing tisha badly..

PS:I miss you.

Up Down Down Down..falls into a pit

2009-11-03T00:07:00.005+08:00

ahahaha...so i decide to update today...whyy? no idea..yesterday was a fcuked up day...didnt eat anythin whole day....no time..customers customers customers...argh!!...i drank tap water from toilet to last whole day...pathetic or what siaa...what to do...walk2 around the shop..bored like zzz...wanna sit down..got no place or chair to sit...so i withstand the pain in my legs ....so the only way,i was texting with gf as and when i can to pass time,get rid of boredom,hunger and the pain in my legs..i really dont know how long i can last that fcuking attachment..dont have much of a choice..so met up with gf after that at punggol..took 62...sent her home..missed her like hell but getta see her awhile only..well..thats gd enough i guess...treasure and cherish each moment..hahaha...and thats when i remembered a line.,.,

"trials in life,questions of us existing here.Don't wanna die alone without you here so tell me what we have is real."

PS:Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. =D

New blogskin..new rules..new zen

2009-10-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

And so..haha...so my blogskin was changed...credits to non other then my dear Tisha,..yeap..babygirl made for me this blogskin..hmm..so today i went to work with a new mindset...im goin to work not cause i like it...but just for 2 reasons....tisha..and the fact that this is my module that i gotta complete...let me go on saying how wonderful my gf is..haha...she has been the pillar of strength for me to go thru this attachment for this few days...the job is fucked up and i dont wanna elaborate...so tisha came down to little india to fetch me from work today...we took cab all the way back to hg to meet her bro...slacked about 15 mins or so..then i send her home and went back....

Personal thanks to non other then my cinta,tisha.

Appreciate the blogskin babygirl.lots. =D

PS:Never will I leave you.Thats my promise.Forever and Beyond.

Sha la la Sentosa

2009-10-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

Have not update blog lately...so here goes..so i pai tao 3 days straight of attachment including today..wahahah..fcuk it la..if it wasnt for tisha..i wouldnt have gone in the first place sia..thanks for reminding me the importance of the attachment baby...toe is on its way to recovery..at last...not lazy anymore to clean the wound...so..unwind rewind..went to sentosa with cinta today...woah..best or what sia....we took the bus...slacked at siloso beach...til the sun sets...had the best time of my life...hee...took the bus back to harbourfront..then 80 to SMU..and changed to 51 there...sent cinta home and went back...unforgettable memorable day...

PS: Cinta.Cinta.Cinta.Tisha.

Minus dot minus

2009-10-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

Wan text me yesterday...say meet up and all..so we did..at small mc tamp inter at 8..fuuhh..finally im punctual...lol..always late sia..haha...so we headed to the other mc..had breakfast...wan told his 1st day at attachment..lol..i laugh like wth...ending2..he was allocated to sim lim also...lol..so we chatted and all..took 23 to sim lim..get down alr then i remembered..damn motherfucker..i wanted to take the bus number from behind the upper deck..put at room..lol..fav number..hee..haha..so nvm..so we chill2 some more till its time to start work...so start work..blablabla..baby texted..and blablabla..i rather not mention..til break time..knn sia..tell boss alr..boss ok go..then come back..got this colleague mara and all..i was like wtf sia...argh!! if its not because of the faith baby has in me i would have fired back and dont care if i get fired and failed attachment...legs hurt like hell again..stand from 11 to 8...plus my toe injury..serious sia....fcukin shop cannot sit down..argh!!! it gets fucked up by the day...went back with wan and sally...hp went dead and tating cannot on...how worst can my days get..

Thanks dear tisha for believing in me.

PS: Im at my weakest point i guess.Gotta be strong and rise to the challenge.

LAST DAY OF HOLS!!

2009-10-12T01:33:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was last day of hols...argh!!..wished it lasted longer ehk..haha..so i can spend all the time in the world with dear..hee..even she said..i wish i can freeze time..wouldnt that be wonderful...yeap..sure will..but moving on with time will be better..hee..so..met up late evening..dear went for haircut..oo..cute sia..hee..then we headed to ecp...slack2..then i sent baby home..fcuk sia...now im not looking forward to attachment...wish i had normal schooldays..so i can see her each day..hee...aww well...sacrifice sacrifice..hope 2 mths will pass like WHOOSH!! haha...

PS: Everythin i do,i do it for you. =D

SORORITY ROW

2009-10-10T02:05:00.002+08:00

So..yesterday went out with gf to catch a movie..slacked in the morning..then made way to amk hub..had lunch at banquet..haha..then we went to catch the 5pm show of Sorority Row..serious shit sia..in the cinema got 3 MAT talk like fucking loud like noones business..almost gonna shout at them sia..gf was gonna point middle finger..lol..but then they quiet down..scared of the movie i guess..thats why talk loud2...lol..then we took bus rides to lol nowhere..took 53 to the park nearby gf's place...went to kovan mc..bought some desserts...then sent gf home and made my way home..

PS:Without a doubt no more.

RAWR!!! Down under..

2009-10-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

So so so so soyabean!!! lol..what a start..RAWR!!! haha..lol..well,.yesterday was 2nd monthsary ..haha..slacked in the morning..then meet up the bro also..went to jurong swimming complex..lol..been long time since last went there with my old sec school mates..haha..so swim and swim and swim some more..had a major injury..muscle spasm siol at my leg..argh!! pain sia..and dear tisha learned how to swim..haha..ehh can uh..cancan..haha..hmm..then took train to amk..and 25..sent tisha home and went back..ahh..forgot to mention..shiokk sia the 25..the upper deck light wasnt switched on..cool or what sia..wooo

HAPPY 2nd MONTHSARY TISHA!! ILY!!

PS:RAWR!!!

Twirl and Whirl to vivocity

2009-10-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

So..went out with gf and her friends...ate at bedok the ljs..haha..lol..i was like wtfreak sia..the banquet no more..argh!! dammit..still carving for prata..lol..gf also..haha..so after that took 30 went vivo..chill2..slack2..then took 30 to geylang serai and 51 back to hougang..send gf back home and i went back..woo!! lol..my life couldnt be better...yeap..i didnt update long2 time...cause came home late most of the time..but im updating today!! wakakaka..haha..

ILYIMY.ALOT2.

PS:You showed me how to be a better person.And for that i thank you.

But then.Phobia 2

2009-09-26T02:31:00.003+08:00

So went to watch Phobia 2 with gf yesterday..cool or what sia..5 stories in one..lol..but the last one was really lol sia.. okay2..i have not been updating lately..been lazy..haha..lol..so today im not sure goin where..maybe raya at my aunt's place or somethin..yeap!! haha..hols so far so best..haha..with tisha around,life is definitely better..come to think of it i never did say anything about her much...low profile..lol..haha..my previous relationships are fcuked up..and all i ever wanted is that special someone there with me and then can put my mind at ease about r/s and focus on my goals in life..hee...ill say more in my next post.. =D

Hope you enjoyed your day love!! ILY!! IMY like fcuking bad sia.

PS:Eternal.Forever.Beyond.Thats all i can promise you.

Hari Raya.

2009-09-21T12:21:00.002+08:00

Finally im posting again..lol..been lazy lately..no idea why though..hee..so i went to my paternal grandma house yesterday..finally met up with my paternal cousins..lol right..we talked..bla bla bla..how much we've grown and stuffs..okay2..then went to my late maternal grandma house...met up with cousins and all..chillax...watch tv...was having a major headache sia..so i just sat at the back room and plug in...hearing song and texting love...took the last bus home...i miss tisha baby so damn much sia...more than she will ever know...

I want to take this opportunity to arrange my ten fingers to ask forgiveness to all i have ever offended in any way.

To all my bros,friends,love and everyone else..Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!

PS:Don't choke on the kuih tart.lol

Its been awhile...

2009-09-12T01:19:00.002+08:00

Okay bitches..lol..long time since i updated..been busy with school and all..bla bla bla..aint gonna elaborate...so so so..been getting my vibe back..lol..yea..so exams are so over..finally..attachment is coming...a lil nervous and a lil excited..haha..so went out today with tisha..went bugis...then geylang..met up with her bro..break fast together-gether..haha..then go survey2 raya clothing as her family is goin to geylang tmrw..sent her back...went dota"ing" with her bro til 1230am....and i just got back..wahaha..lol..heck exhausted sia..

Personal apologies to Zacky and Sham for not meeting up.

PS:It just gets better.

Now what do you call that..Simplicity

2009-09-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

So yesterday...i was suppose to meet up with gf at 9+ but like what the heck i woke up at 12++..real sorry darls...hee..pai seh ah..so i met up with her after her test...hee..was dressed up damn sloppy with my billabong t and worn out skinnys...lol...forgot my pendant some more..damn..what a start...so meet up..i went back to change..wear somethin better...and my pendant..lol..so went to meet up with syaf next...and i wont elaborate...haha..secret...lol...gf went of to meet her bestie...bla bla bla...met up back with gf at 6++...walk2 abit and get acquainted with her bestie...send her bestie..took bus and head back to hougang...walk2 around some more to kill time til break fast...then send her back home and i went to meet up zacky...again...we talked about old times and all..all the way til 11++...then we went our separate ways....i took 325 home...

PS:If i were to have famous last words,they would be "normal is so overrated."

Down and Out and Out..Literally..

2009-08-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

well..went for PE..then rain..so played indoor basketball..like finally like that..lol..cause wan and i was like "eh,we have to play basketball here someday..like HSM like that.." yea..we finally did..on the last ever PE lesson..haha..lol..then went gym..work out awhile..like always...damn exhausted..went down to stadium..change to school uni and went off from there whereas wan met up with halijah and bla bla bla...haha..met up with gf at amk mrt station..walk2..then go up the "i dunno to call that a hill or a park"..sit awhile...talk2 somemore..and she was like 0.0!! when she saw a cat sitting nearby we sat..haha..zen as usual,chill je..haha..then went to amk hub...then to mc...bought double cheeseburgers and $1 coke..standard zen stuffs..haha..lol...took 25..brief meetup with gf's bro at the lift lobby...sent her..the corridor was freakin dark...best siol...haha..sent her off and met up with zacky awhile..talk2..then i went back...damn tired..really damn tired..

Apologies to tisha baby if i was rather "down and out".Was so tired.

PS:Each time i send you off,in the lift i would sigh and say, "i miss her already."

Officially 19

2009-08-22T17:34:00.002+08:00

Woo..yesterday was rather funtastic..yeap..went to meet up with wan at 10 at small mc tamp interchange..haha..was 1 and half hour late..pai seh ah..haha..then had breakfast at the other mc..shid came along and joined us..after that we went open plaza..played taiti..then shid went off..had to meet someone..i think..haha..lol..then halijah came...we made our way to library..shid came back after that to join us..then wan,shid and me went prayer and halijah was left at the library..just nice after finish prayer it rained..heavy siol..we ran all the way to tamp inter..wan went to fetch halijah and after that we made our way to school..shid,halijah and wan went off to dont know where..and i went to join my BL mates and attended the thingy at the main lecture theater...bla bla bla..too lazy to elaborate we all got hungry and went to eat at cafe 1..amir belanje all of us siol..thanks ah...haha..then we went up and the thingy was over..just nice at 5...went down met up with wan and halijah..and made our way to cafe 2...the rest of the sc mates are waiting..haha...i know confirm got somethin....haha...i was being a spoil sport at first but then after goin out of cafe 2..i finally lay down my bag and say bring it..haha...rofl...they gave me a tshirt..i changed..took out my stuffs from my skinnys and they drenched me..haha..."wet" siol..the gf came..halijah went to fetch her...bla bla bla...dried myself up..well..almost..and was singing like lol with luqman,wan and sod in the sc room...later we all packed up and went off...at the busstop they sang happy birthday...haha..and donut!!! woo!!...lol...gf picked for me one and i picked for her one...took 10 to tamp...had dinner with gf...then we went off...and bla bla bla..lazy to type..haha..lol..baby,i so freakin miss you..and i so fcukin love you..

Personal thanks to tisha for being there despite the rainy day.ily baby.imy.
Personal thanks to mieza for the choc.
Personal thanks to amir for the chicken rice.
Personal thanks to wan and halijah for the donuts.
Personal thanks to wan and sc mates for the birthday "bash" and "wetness"..lol
And thanks to all that wished me.

PS:Live free,Die well.

Heck of a day

2009-08-20T07:07:00.000+08:00

well..yesterday was rather lol...went to dental appointment at 1130..so i skipped morning lesson...mwahahaha...lol..reached school at 1..met up with wan at sc room...then we made our way to class...as i would quote"baek ke pe"..no malay ppl at class...all confirm go back already..so we just did the lab awhile...and then went off...accompany wan to bank...then back to school...had lunch at cafe 1..after that i had to go off first...got a promise to keep...hee...haha..lol..met up with gf and her friends at her school...played uno and taiti...slack2 then went off...took 51 back..send gf...and i took 854 back...

PS:IMY.ILY.ADDICTION

Bit by bit back.ILQT

2009-08-12T22:07:00.003+08:00

The day start pretty great i can say..haha..like finally..haha..lol...wake up call QT and we talked and talked until she forgot to wake up her adek..haha..so the forgetful..haha..talk and talk and talk til 0735 and went back to bed..haha..and sleep..class is freakin at 1..hers also..very ironic right..woke up at 1045++ and get ready to go to school..we were on the phone all the way till boarding the bus...haha...i actually fell asleep in the bus siol..took 854 today..and lucky woke up at the stop before inter..phew!!...wait for 2 like nbcb..haha..so the freakin long..then finally it came..reached school like 130++..Uncle Wong was giving tips on exams and labs..bla bla bla..LLA next and i didnt bring the file..haha..lmfao..group leader so irresponsible ah..haha..but i did talk with the teacher and tell him im gonna hand in the overall project tmr...least i can do as the leader..haha...went back with usually ppl..zim and fiq...made a pit stop at HGM...and took 325 back home..and i fell asleep in the bus..AGAIN...lucky didnt miss my stop..
haha..must be the kinder bueno i had during lecture today..was freakin hype and side effect = sleepiness...lol..and thats when i did this below during lecture...

Okay..random..haha..colours of power rangers!! LOL!!

Personal thanks to my group members upon completion the project.Job well done people.

PS:Uniquely cute.ILYQTG.=D

789 and final lecture of the term

2009-08-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

hee..somehow im at peace at last..haha..hope everything works out..today is the last lecture of the term...Uncle Wong gave us ferrero chocs!! woo...well..im officially cleared to wear shoes but lazy..haha..probably will tomorrow and jeans as well..kinda wanting to get back my old vibe..FCUK that to being typically normal..i rather be random..nonsensical..crap..lame..cause thats the way i am..normal is so overrated..hee..

Personal thanks to Mr Wong aka Uncle Wong for the lessons and lectures.and the choc!!

PS:Good things take time.Really great things happen in a blink of an eye.789!!

Ow ow ow ow ow ow..Seriously..XD

2009-08-06T21:45:00.001+08:00

So..got 2 tests today but i didnt go to school..FCUK...and this time with a valid reason..for once..haha..lol..had diarrhoea and extremely upset stomach in the early morning..mum also kena..lol..must be the old chang kee puffs mum bought..lol..so i went polyclinic...bla bla bla..get mc..phew..if not sure kena by Uncle Wong...well..fcuk it..and get my injured toe treated as well..like finally...so im gonna go school tomorrow..yea..haha..

PS:Start of somethin new.Reverting to my old self.

Backtrack Sidetrack

2009-08-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

Gak!!! been missing school..lately...yea..damn..got a major problem..and for once im aint blaming the alarm or my injured toe...gotta snap out of this and get back on track...

PS:Get up and get going!

A new reason

2009-08-02T15:33:00.002+08:00

And so..i've not been blogging for awhile..had some personal problems and stuffs...no big...but all better now..and so so so...haha...im back suckas!!! lol...always wanted to say that...went to school yesterday at 9++..met up with chimeh,sham and some others and played street soccer...wooo!! tiring but fun siol....my injured toe eventually got worse...haha...pain la sia...need to see doctor A.S.A.P....and so...after that we all went back...

PS:I finally realise how wrong i was.

Killing two posts with one keyboard

2009-07-18T00:28:00.003+08:00

So this post is about thursday..haha...really lol..there was ITS and then SNW as usual...then during break time wan and i went to gym...standard...haha...work out then head to PE...haha...PE we did the NAPHA stations...woo...2 As and 1 B secure already..left sit and reach..must get A..haha..and hopefully can retake pull up...cause tired then cannot do sia that day...so..went to bedok with fiq to buy deodarant..and then took 854 back home..

Secondly this post is about friday...just got back like 30 mins ago from esplanade....and backtrack!!!met up with chimeh at on busstop and we took 72 and drop to take train to head to orchard..upon reaching we went to the shaw house to buy tickets first for the movie harry potter for all the people coming...1st time siol watch at lido...then we went makan at mc...then efa,mieza and amira met up with us...later then faris,amir and jun...bought popcorn blablabla..went in and watch the movie...faris spill the drink and left half..haha...so..moving on..okay la movie..cant wait for the last movie....woo!!..lol..then we walk all the way to dhoby....made a pitstop at mcdonalds..then walk to city hall...then faris,amira,mieza and amir went back...the rest of us slack2 at esplanade park till 11 then made our separate ways home...tired tired tired...

PS:Craving for donut with chocolate topping and coffee cream inside.

Harry Potter is out.

2009-07-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

Woo..Harry Potter is out..yea..im a die hard fan..haha..so yea..too lazy to blog about today..gonna put 2 posts in one tmrw..so..thats that..haha..

PS:Do you know what's worth fighting for ? When its not worth dying for.

3 - 1 2 - 1 and Beach Road

2009-07-11T01:19:00.003+08:00

So..tired..lol..went to nephew's soccer match today...at Jalan Besar stadium..lol..first time siol....then watch the match...overall score 3 - 1...then later the evening watch tamp rovers vs dpmm fc...like lol siol...dpmm scored first then less then 2 minutes later tamp rovers score the equaliser..then the referee like nabei..haha..bias...haha...then late game 83 minute Alam Shah scored his second and winning goal of the day...could have been a hat trick but he missed the penalty at extra time so full time 2 - 1....went to Beach Road after that...then to bedok...then back home...argh!! so tired..

PS:A tired but worthwhile day cause you are there.

I want my results!!!

2009-07-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

really2 lol for a title..but yea...i want my results of my tests!!! haha..okay2..so first day of school was kinda lol..no PE for starters...GRR!!! then went to gym with wan and fiq..FCUK siol...train awhile then must leave cause H1N1 all physical related places and lessons are suspended..argh!!

Damn this FCUKING disease!! haha...had lunch at cafe 1..then headed to ITS...aiyoh...so cold..haha..raining some more...then after that got WAD....nothin much but explanations and stuffs..then supposedly got BL meeting but something went wrong somewhere with the chair and vice chair and screw up...walk to simei with miezy and chimeh..took 38 to tamp with miezy and 72 back home..so much for the first day of school..and its youth day some more...so much for a school day on a holiday..

PS:21 guns

A certain thought.

2009-07-03T03:14:00.002+08:00

Its 4 days already i've stayed up this late.Wondering why would be the cause made just thought of one thing.An unanswered question.I want to apologise.Really sorry bout the incident about the picture thingy.

PS:Still waiting supergirl.Like I have been all this while.

Tired tired tired...Ow ow ow!

2009-06-30T03:46:00.004+08:00

Went out with BL clique yesterday...went for lunch/dinner at LJS marina sq..some wanted to do shopping after that..chimeh aka syafril..haha..dont say i didnt mention chimeh ah..haha..so..chimeh bought the new sony wearables...cool siol...mieza bought a pair of adidas sneakers...and we walked around there..then took 10 back to tamp..along the way chimeh and i was like looking at cars and go like "that car if transform cool siol.." haha...lol...transformers fever uh...haha..but the cars we saw were freaking coolshit...so from tamp we walked around awhile...then we went our separate way back home..tired and damn..my toe injury is gettin worse...i think...Ow!..haha.. countdown to school reopens starts... =D

The song on my blog(Billie Jean) is a tribute to the late Michael Jackson.

You will be missed by fans all over the world.

But your music will live on cause you're a legend.

PS:Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason. =)

Old friends.

2009-06-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

So today initially i was gonna meet my mum at late grandma's house...but lazy actually...so there was a last minute plan....haha..meet up of the old ppl from 4A3..ziq,iman,falah and sham...old friends siol..so we met up..slack2 all the way till 10 plus...then we went off our separate ways..ah..good old days...missing Montfort all of the sudden sia..haha..best days of our lives..

PS:No boundaries.

OMG..WOO!!

2009-06-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

So yea...went to watch transformers:revenge of the fallen a few hours ago with sec school friends and syafril at tamp GV...haha...bought the $1.80 popcorn again and $1 pepsi...haha..worth it sia...okay..regarding the movie.."COOLSHIT or WHAT!!" yea...moving on...so the rest when makan,syaf and i walked to some bus stop near his house...cause there got bus number 9 to bedok..haha..lol..854 journey back home was rather fast..so tired..haha...

REST IN PEACE:

MICHAEL JACKSON

PS:Life is too short.Seize the day now or die regrettin the time you lost.

Up down merry go round.

2009-06-26T01:29:00.002+08:00

So yea..yesterday was a lol tiring day...met miezy at 0645am++ at haig road to take my bag..cause i forgot my house keys were in them when i lend her my bag the day before..pai seh ah miezy...my mistake...so after takin i went back...went online till 11 plus..bathe and when to tamp st 21 to collect my altered school pants..woohoo..finally...no more getting caught wearin jeans...took 39 to tamp interchage..sod was in the bus..he didnt see me..lol..haha..so we got down..i went toilet and he text me askin where i am...i was laughing while "doing business"...lucky phone didnt drop..haha..so met up with him..wait for wan..haha...wan come..we lined up at 65...zzz..bus journey freakin long sia..2 hours ++...upon reachin sod and i bought burgers from mc...and the journey starts..we go up down merry go round...and up down merry go round...thru the henderson wave...thru kent ridge park...thru hortpark..thru some longkang...thru NUS and ta da!! West Coast...we finally reached WC mcdonalds and chillax...i completed like 15km walk with skinnies rolled up and slippers...that nature walk was freakin awesome la...we walked towards the sunset and reach swee2 on time...sod and i bought mcspicy meal and wan had packed his own food from home...so we ate..chit chat...chit chat...suddenly 9 pm already...then we go climb the spiderweb...wtf sia...they go reduce the ropes....probably cause too high..i think..so we walked back to the busstop..took 30 to bedok...sod and wan took 17 back and i took 854...home sweet home!!..

Sincere apologies to miezy whose birthday was yesterday and she had to stay up and meet me in the early morning just to pass me my bag.

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIEZY!!~

PS:Time to ditch the wacky and idiotic side and show some maturity. =D

Not to late for a resolution? =D

2009-06-23T03:07:00.002+08:00

okay..i couldnt sleep so im made this post...it seems that time has catch on....time to ditch all that i was and be a better person...thats my resolution..not too late right? haha...not gonna be wacky and idiotic and all..time to show maturity...and be a better person...need a change of wardrobe too...the black gimmick is so not me anymore..had enough of wearing dark colours...time to brighten up...haha...let the change commence!! LOL

PS:Ghost of girlfriend's past.Wanna catch that movie supergirl?

Reality.

2009-06-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was rather went okay...i can say..haha..met up with wan,des and ho yin...went yishun park...played the song then we had the wackiest idea ever..haha...only need more practice before executing it...haha...wait for it ah...so after that we went for lunch at some coffeeshop nearby...had chicken rice and iced cappucino..shiok sia...haha...then we all chit chat about first day of school,the friends we made and bla bla bla....then it was time to go...we went our separate ways..well..almost all of us...i followed wan as he invited me to his family's kenduri....so went there...by 8 we took 806 to yishun int and 39 back to tamp...along the way we chatted about stuffs...haha..."all this time you claim to be searching for a mermaid.But when she is in front of you,you're to blind to see..what sia wan..serious sia...blind..."..haha..lol...so...knocked some sense into wan i think..haha..back to my story...so then i took 72 back and along the way i was thinkin..about her...haha...damn random..but yea...i wanted to ask her out for a movie...ghost of girlfriends past...but heck i still dont have the guts to...god,give me courage.

PS:18 again

Changi Village.Weird Nasi Lemak

2009-06-20T00:56:00.004+08:00

So the day was way weird...went prayer...bla bla bla...got back....mum called saying shes gonna go late grandma's house to meet up with her sister...lucky i was at home...pai seh ah sis didnt meet you at work...then mum say aunt and the rest there goin changi makan2...then i went like "ah?! ah..okay...bye"...then went out..took 854...reach bedok interchange they not there yet...ARGH!! flare up a bit...stay so near yet late..haha..lol...was nothin really...then took 2 to changi...another aunt got on board the bus along the way...reachin there sit at the corner beside the last stall...then ordered nasi lemak..omfg!! the nasi lemak taste so weird sia...had to add chilli to make it better...then sis and her mum come join us...haha...meet her today after all..haha...she looked sleepy...haha...so the pity her...come back work go out again to join us....fast forward...bought subway cookies..uber delicious..haha...walked around there then its time to go...sis and her mum took 59 whereas the rest of us took 2 dropped at Chai Chee...then mum and i took 854 back home..

Couldnt update about the BL BBQ as the pictures are not in yet.

PS:Music of my heart.

BLOGGING tomorrow instead

2009-06-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

Today was BL's bbq.gonna blog about it tmrw.too tired.zzz.plus the picts are not in yet.

PS:The fear in me.

Chillax day.

2009-06-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

So so so..went out with miezy,syafril and sham today...well met up with miezy and syafril earlier...went around tamp 1...then to century square...then had lunch at KFC...the standard zinger student meal change the whipped potato to cheese fries....then we went to tampines park to chillax..aiyahh..stomachache...haha...then sham joined us...we went to kfc near tamp circle...i think thats what the place is called..haha...near my cousin house one ah...haha...sham ate there while we just fool around then....then..then...got some ppl eating still can notice that girl in the study group..and ask miezy to ask for number...haha...and get...haha...lols...moving on..we slacked under some block near there(bloody hell lucky noone i know went pass there..phew) till around 8 plus...then we went off syaf walked home and the rest of us took 17...miezy and sham got down at some stop while i got down at bedok int..took 854 back home..

PS:I think i'm gonna ask you out for a movie.

Long story cut short.

2009-06-13T00:26:00.004+08:00

As the title would say...haha..so i went out with BL clique today...met miezy,syaf and sham at bedok interchange..haha...late siol...bus was damn slow...suppose to meet at 1230 i reach at 1 plus...haha..lol..paiseh ah people...lol...so we took single deck 30....lmfao siol...slow like ****...so we got down at one of the stops..i bought a chicken wing and pepsi..haha...still can buy food eh..haha...so just nice finish eating a double deck 30 come...we took the bus and were on our way to vivo...haha...at vivo we met up with efa and meera..played arcade...haha..own siol air hockey and initial D..haha..then we headed to marina square..ate at LJS..then chillax at esplanade,to the steps of marina square and time to go...meera left way earlier first as she goin JB the next day...i think...haha...then the rest of us took mrt back...sham drop at bedok..the rest of us go chill at under a block near miezy's house...talk2 and take picts then time to go...home! haha...took 72 back...and home sweet home...urgh..my leg injury is killing me...literally.

Personal thanks to efa for the coins addition to buy hot fudge sundae.haha

PS:Live for the moment.

Tests over.Vacation is here.woohoo!!

2009-06-12T00:54:00.003+08:00

Yeeeeehhhaaaawww..!! gruelling intense moments of tests are over....finally...vacation siol...haha...so i was like woah lazy today and got up at 1030...the test was practical and got 4 slots...i went the last one at 1pm..haha..and the one that came out was the one i studied..woohoo.!! yay!! lol....high siol..i was dressed in school BL t shirt..school pants and slippers...haha...lucky Uncle Wong very understanding..haha..after that took 31 with faris to tamp..he headed to geylang ..i think..haha..and i went back..along the way i repeated the song "no boundaries" and i was like ...i really gotta change...be more mature...improve myself in all ways...time to really2 be a better person...aw well...goin job hunting and chilling after that with my mates...hopefully get a job..at least got $$$ to ask her out..haha..lol...

PS:A poem that goes like:

I can't fall alseep tonight,

I dunno what to do

I hold my pillow tight,

But I wanna be holding you

When I close my eyes

I will see your face

You're a part of me

No one can replace.

Hotel 1517

2009-06-08T23:29:00.013+08:00

Haha...thats the room i stayed at KL...1517....haha..the hallway creepy siol...like some haunted hotel...can hear sounds of doorknobs at night...look outside noone...haha..haha...so..the trip was a rather screw up piece of shit planning and the shopping was so so..haha...but then again..i went high on choc with cuzzie when we ate the donuts we bought...haha...got one damn nice siol...choc top layer then inside was coffee cream....weeeee!!! hahah...one funny lol part was we actually changed RM12 to 50 cents coins just to use the internet kiosk...at 12am..haha...chatted with some pals awhile..got some actually went like.."At KL...dont lie ah...."...haha...lie my back side...lol..mum bought some cloth and kuih and bla bla bla...haha...lazy to elaborate much..haha....so some picts should end this heck of 3 days trip....haha...

KL:Day 1

Rockstars.

WAcky.

Err..press where?

zen

KL:Day 2

Dayah&Zen

zen

Choco Late!!

Wait for it....

and..finish..

Zen Razif Grayson.

PS:Wish you were there.

Off to KL

2009-06-05T18:32:00.002+08:00

WOohoo...havent hols going vacation...lol!....well oh well...im gonna go make my way to KL at dawn tomorrow...sleeping at late grandma's house as my aunts also goin..so nearer to the pick up point and more convenient...haha...so...im off...adios...

PS:Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason.

A certain peace.

2009-06-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

whoa...woke up late today...0635 i was still....zz..look at hp..and went like aiyah..so sleepy...then the alarm went off again at 0645 and i was like huh? siol la...late siao...quickly grab towel and bathe....swee2 get bus at 0712 and i was on my way to school...slept in the bus...woke up swee2 at tamp int..haha...so first lesson ITS was okay2 la..we did some configuration thingy..again...as usual..then SNW got some challenge thingy...i kena retest...urgh...but i studied siol...not my day i guess...then after school wan went of to his student seminar thingy,sally and efa went window shopping across the street at expo got john little sale...so the rest of the clique me,fiq,zul,zim and faris went for lunch at banquet eastpoint...siol la...lunch time so many ppl..duh...so i had my usual fried kway teow cockles...then we went our separate ways home...

Along the way walking towards eastpoint ..in the silence i had this thought in me suddenly..a thought that has been always playing around my mind..to be more mature..and better in all ways in life...i guess i finally found that part of inner peace...may god guide my way...

PS:I play the same song, over and over cause it reminds me of you.

Best of both worlds...

2009-06-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

Well aw well...i actually woke up on time exactly at 6am..hahah...had a nightmare siol...woke up in cold sweat...haiya!!..reached tamp int at 7...Efa was in the queue so i get to cut the long queue...haha..thanks...then SNW was arghh!!!!!...got some challenge thingy.....my turn tmrw siol....tryin to remember the commands thingy now...haha...so....the clique had lunch at cafe 1....then we went library...then there was uncle wong lecture...ok la...i actually pay attention...haha...then got PM2....watch some movie...i slept throughout the movie..boring siol....then wake up...go toilet...then dismiss....haha...best lesson...took 854 back with fiq..then had to go out again to buy dinner..haha....mum go out dunno go where she say...preparing my stuffs for the KL trip this saturday..gonna sleepover at late grandma's house...woohoo...

PS:Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

L.A.Z.Y

2009-06-02T22:56:00.003+08:00

well..i will blog tomorrow..haha...lol...but last but not least...

PS:No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know she is the one.

Hope for a win.

2009-05-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

Praying for a win in tomorrow's soccer match.

PS:I finally understand.

Short and simple

2009-05-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

I won't lose faith and hope.Not then.Not now.Not ever.I finally realise something.But only one thing i wish to ask.Is it wrong for me to like you ?

PS:I look at her as a friend, then I realized I loved her.

Blueberry and Spiderman

2009-05-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

Well aw well....woke up early ..lol....straight away on com....and there were those msgs on my blog tagboard..aw well....same old stuffs i heard years ago..this time...im gonna face my fears...and im not giving up...never...well..not at least after all i went thru...so..moving on....had PE today..played soccer against electronics...lost sia...6 - 7....was not on form...knee injury was worst then i thought...damn...went gym after that...tiring..but still must focus...haha...had lunch at cafe 1....chicken rice and blueberry juice...woohoo...nice siol...sweet like 2kg sugar...haha..then went for lesson..ITS was lol siol...played WORMS...haha..next was WAD..did the lab...and then went back..bought KFC for dinner....and was watching spiderman 2....and that made me realise...if the geek Peter Parker can score his all time crush Mary Jane Watson...that really makes an impact on myself...that is why..no matter what,im not giving up...

PS:You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

Something.

2009-05-22T23:42:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

PS:Just so you know.. =)

Now thats what i call a boring day

2009-05-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

Dang!...i woke up early but missed the bus today...reached school at 0830..got a phase test thingy during the ITS lesson...okay la the test..haha..lol...then sally and efa went home...while wan went for meeting..so the rest of the clique went for lunch at banquet eastpoint...zul had chicken rice with extra rice,faris had some fish soup thingy with rice,fiq didnt buy any food but brought food and i ate fried kway teow with cockles....nice siol...haha...the sauce made the dish taste nice..haha...then faris went back whereas the rest of us headed back to school..met up with wan and what is left of PNV...DAMN!! no PE..but we played basketball and sweat like crazy....haha...cant do much with my knee injury...just block2 and push....haha....pai seh ah whoever i push...then wan,fiq and me went to gym...been goin there to build up my body to impress a certain someone...haha..lol rite...then we all chill2 and slack2 at cafe 1 to cool down and wan had to go soccer training whereas fiq and i headed home...tired siol...but then..woohoo...chatted with crush... =D

PS:She calls me crazy...but that is a compliment.

Emo scripts and Bandung

2009-05-20T20:31:00.006+08:00

Damn....i woke up a lil late sia...0650...forgot to set my phone alarm the day before cause i was too sleepy..haha...so i quickly bathe and went out of the house by 712..haha...so nicely the bus come on time...then at houagang interchange zim and fiq also board the bus...haha...so by the time we reached school,it was 0830...mr noel lesson was chaotic as we did the continuity of lab 6...then at 10 we were dismissed..break damn long sia from 10 to 1...ate at cafe 1..had my usual nasi goreng ayam and bandung drink...haha..addicted siol the bandung...then we all went to library to use our laptops...i was on facebook playing rock legends! and chatted with crush awhile....haha...i still cant over my awkwardness towards her...so..went to lecture after that..surprisingly i was taking notes and paying attention...lol...after lecture was PM2 ...nothing much to do just go through survey to be finalised...then went to compass point with fiq and zim cause fiq wanted to buy guitar picks..then i took 156 and headed home...

A memory flashback as i was otw home...

Its been awhile since i've been myself. I never thought that I would ever get to see you again ever since years ago.I still remember the 1st time we met.It was when i treat you to a movie with my cousin.Harry Potter 3 if i remembered correctly.i was a geek then.a loser.a nobody.i knew who am i to actually liked you.im not even worth your time.but as years pass those feelings never ever goes away.I had a flashback of the times we met.the times at my cousin's area.the time my grandma passed away.the times that we went to collect donations at mosques.the time you cried outside the muhammadiyah office.the times we bump into each other at tamp interchange.the times we bump into each other at school.the time you shouted my name just to pass me 2 coupons cause you're selling brownies the next day.the times you smiled and wave good bye cause you were goin to class.the time at sweet talk where i should have accompanied you but i regretted i didnt.the time i saved a whole week's cash to get you your birthday gift and msged you again after all these years .So not gonna delete my inbox.the time i pass to you the gift personally.A lil awkward but i was just smiling to hide it.you were disturbing me and i didnt mind.in fact i liked it.it was really like a dream to see you smile and laugh.the time where that white long sleeve and pink skirt seems so simple yet gorgeous.i don't know how to put it in words but i thank god for all the times i get to see you.At least that makes up for all the years i missed you.Maybe i should make effort to show that i cared.I guess giving that birthday gift is a good start.Glad you liked it.

PS:Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

Gym and new ez link card

2009-05-18T21:49:00.006+08:00

I woke up super early sia...considering i slept late..so i was on facebook at 0830 am with those sleepy eyes and wondering what the heck im doing..lol..so i played rock legends..again...haha...lol..went to bathe at 0918 and was out of the house by 0950...reached school just nice...so PE was fun siol...played basketball and i scored the equalising point...woohoo...haha...lol...with 4 minutes left on the clock...lol...so it was tied...after PE went to gym with Wan..haha..after that we met up with the rest of the clique and ate at cafe 1...i had my usual nasi goreng ayam and dragonfruit mixed with apple juice...haha...nice siol...haha...had ITS after lunch and it was BORING!!!..haha..after that was WAD...it was theory for half and hour and we had to go to the indoor sports hall to get the new ezlink...after that we all slack awhile and went back...

Personal thanks to Fiq and Zim for doing 99.9% for the ITS project.Thanks ah pals.

PS:I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

Rock Legends! and Tong Hua

2009-05-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

So...i was basically spending sunday boringly playing rock legend on facebook and just browsing thru the net...damn damn boring...record time im in front of the com sia...12 hours...lol...so i was chatting with Des about yesterday's practice and he told me the vid that i dedicated to her had 100++ views ...i went like no way!!...then i checked youtube and heck its true...but not like i really cared though...yea...i was a lil off key..haha...gotta admit that...just learn about the song in a day and didnt even prepare..but i sang it anyway as a dedication to her..haha...what i really hoped that she was one of those who watched the vid...haha.."secretly wishing"..haha...gotta say even she was simply dressed yesterday,she was as b-e-a-utiful as she has always been..and i caught glimpses of her..woohoo...haha..aww well...will be missing her...again..haha...lol..."secretly wishing for a msg or two"..haha...lol...thinking too much..haha..as if that gonna happen..haha..

PS:As we grow older together,as we continue to change with age,there is one thing that will never change.I will always keep falling in love with you.

Song and dedication

2009-05-17T00:21:00.012+08:00

Met up with Des,Fiq,Alson and Zim yesterday at hougang interchange at 10 ++..haha....and we took 89 to Pasir ris....and upon reaching,we made our way to the "port"...the "port" is actually a small shelter at the swamp area...lol...Wan was late...haha...so we started practising on our guitars...and sang as well...then it rained...haha...11 plus Wan arrived..haha...like some jogger...lol...Des taught him whereas Alson was teaching Fiq...Zim was walking around and I was practising vocals...lol...haha...funny siol...at 1 Zim left and at 2 Fiq left...so it was left Des,Alson,Wan and me...haha...before we left I voiced out that i wanna sing a song to dedicate to a certain person for her birthday..haha...lol rite...well..i did..last minute preparation but hope thats okay..haha..the 4 of us went to kfc to eat and we went our separate ways...And a few hours ago...i get to see her again..haha...good for me i guess...thanks to god i get to see her 2 days in a row... =D

Pause Song To Hear Audio.A dedication.

Personal thanks to Wan for recording the video,Alson and Des for playing the tune.

PS:Ever since you smiled at me.Stars in my sky began to shine.

Happy Birthday to a friend..

2009-05-15T22:41:00.008+08:00

School was rather boring today as there was a 100 question test..wakakaka..lol...but i was laughing my head off most of the time...I was saving the whole week to buy a certain someone a birthday present..haha...1st time i ever msged her after all this times...kinda awkward but woohoo..i finally did it...it was a hectic schedule today but all went well with Syafril accompanying me...got to sim lim a lil late to change the bloody faulty charger and rush all the way back to school to get her present from my locker...didnt want anything to happen to it...haha...along the way back Syafril and i took the train from bugis to simei..then the rain start...sway siol..haha..we had to run in the rain all the way back to school..lucky her birthday card wasn't ruin..phew...haha...run and run finally reach school...lol...collected the present from my locker and headed down to cafe 1..we chill awhile..dried ourselves and made our way to tamp int...took 10 and along the way i was calming myself down and talking nonsense...so i met up with her and chat around a minute as she had plans..pass the present to her...wished her happy birthday...and she went her way....i was laughing and smiling to myself on the way back..haha..well...after all that happened throughout the day...the rain and all..i guess all is worth it...haha..looking forward for tommorrow...got band practice..haha..plus plus plus...i get to see her again!!...lol..

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANNA~

Personal thanks to Syafril for accompanying the roller coaster trip to here..there and everywhere..haha

PS:I wouldn't miss today and tommorrow for anything else in the world.You gave 2 brownie coupons but i just used 1 so i could keep the other in my wallet as a memory of you.Happy Birthday!! =D

Happy Mothers' Day...

2009-05-10T19:56:00.017+08:00

So im writing yesterday's story today cause i was exhausted yesterday as i went on an outing to johor..woohoo..i slept at 12 and woke up at 3am in the morning sia....so tiring...so mother and i had to go to bedok int to take the tour bus...well aw well...i was wearing my bullet for my valentine tshirt which i bought the day before...haha...so we board the bus at 630 and were cruising the malaysia highway by 9..and the rest was blur as i was sleeping all the way...tired tired tired....haha...so we reached Gelang Patah by 930 and were having breakfast...after that we went back on the bus and i went to sleep..again!! haha..

So i was listening to my psp all the way...then we reached Kota Tinggi and did what girls always like..which is...SHOPPING!! lol...mum and her sisters were buyin stuffs and all...had lunch at MarryBrown...dayah and i was like "urgh.the chilli taste weird"...then we moved on and made our way to GIANT...hmm...the place was very2 funny...the exit was before the entrance...haha...so we went in...and bought some groceries....and moving to the last location...was the best of all....Dinner by the bay..well not exactly the ideal bay..but it was rather ethnic...wooden platform above the sea...we could see singapore and the view was just wicked cool...haha....in between dinner,i was pinched hard and hit by dayah who sits next to me...why? cause there were many cats and she got so paranoid and all..haha..

Lastly...whats a good trip without photos...haha

Into the sunset

Wait for it and....

Act Cute!!

Dayah&Zen

A lil bitchy...A lil chillax

ZenRazifGrayson

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Personal thanks to Efa,Meera,Mieza and Syafril accompanying me on Friday.Thanks pals!!

PS:That smile of yours is engraved in my memory...freckleface...

Sometimes I wish I can save you

2009-05-07T22:17:00.008+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there are so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

PS:If you are ever in trouble...I will risk my life to save you...and I definitely will stand by you and even if i have to crush on you forever...I just want you to know...I'll always be there for you...

Chill out at Vivo and Rose tissue

2009-05-03T00:59:00.004+08:00

Well Saturday started so boringly..haha...i actually woke up at 9+..must be the daily school routine making me waking up early...lol..really sia....each day had to wake up at 6 just to get to school by 8....aiyo...terrible the timetable...so..so...so..went out with Wan and Sod later evening...met them at tamp small mac..haha...really late sia all....i was late...Wan was later and the champion,Sod...haha...so we took 65 to harbourfront...long journey like ****....we were talking crap in the bus about this and that...upon reaching,we walked towards St James Power Station...We walked there..talk2..chill2..and sudden urge of hunger...so we made our way to hawker centre...reach there,the stalls mostly are closed...lol rite...haha...go hawker centre at 10pm what to expect...so we walked back to harbourfront centre and bought food from mc...we mkn2 at the 2nd floor of vivo facing the sea...we chill2 and talk about stuffs while Wan was making a rose made of tissue..wakakaka...lol...but nice...til 1130 and we made our way to interchange...Wan and Sod took 65 back while I took NEL back to hougang...

PS:Getting a gift for you on your birthday.Hope you'll like it.

Fun fun fun with the BL clique...

2009-04-27T00:25:00.005+08:00

Last friday was fun fun fun...haha...lol...the lot of us went to ecp to have fun basically...well...a friend was kinda feeling down and so the outing was planned to cheer her up....hope it did..haha...so when we're otw there,we made a pit stop at a street soccer court....Sham,Syafril and I decided to join some sec school boys playing street soccer for one match...starting was damn pathetic sia...we play like noobs...haha..lol...then we eventually got better and sham had his hat trick and syafril and i scored 1 respectively..we won 5 - 3...haha...then then then...we proceed to ecp...we rented bikes and we cycling our way to the jetty...we headed back to outside mc and chill...wan and rashid joined us and it was damn chaotic..haha...

We slack til around 6 plus and made our way back home...overall was damn fun...but best of all...a good deed was done...kinda feel good...wakakakaka...lol..

Please don't try this at home...lol

PS:Im willing to wait for you a thousand years...but would life give me the chance to wait that long...

Lecture we're goin down

2009-04-22T22:16:00.003+08:00

Haha..gaga..so so so...where do i start eh...ouh yea...today lesson started out with SNW..ok la...not bad not easy either...then moving on to care lesson...the teacher heck care..haha..rather ironic...the clique was on the computers...Facebook and all...Then we when to library for the whole break time...sat in the study room and all of us with our own laptops were doing our own thing....Wan was searching for network the whole time...lol...Faris was trying to find the way to activate his wireless..I think..haha..Zim,Fiq and I were gaming...
After break can die sia..2 1/2 hours of Uncle Wong's lecture...but somehow i understand what he say since there's the book in front of me..wakakakaka...useful..400 pages...haha..Then there was PM2 with non other then Ms Linda..haha..lol..like show opening...er..i mean closing...argh!! nvm..so i was grouped with ZC,JP and Desmond...and 2 other members who didnt turn up on both lesson..aw well..gotta do without them...so we decided to modify a busstop as our project..instead,JP was doin all the writing while me,Desmond and ZC were talking crap..
We were laughing our head off and all...Fun la the group..haha...took 2 to bedok int with fiq and 854 back home...meet mum after that and she blanja dinner ...kfc zinger student meal..wakakaka...then im signing off now cause im damn tired...been working out and all...wakaka...

PS:All my wishes seem to be for just one person.It has you in it.

Skip Skip Floorball and Chicken Cutlet Rice

2009-04-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

Wakakaka...dunno what to put as title so heck ah..random things...haha...lol...so the day started great...i was on my way to school just nice...but apologies to Efa..sorry ah...haha...the 72 was damn slow...so so so...PE was lol but fun...we all did some skip and jog thingy...then some weird game of "I dont know how to explain" and last but not least a game of floorball...it was girls vs guys...wakakaka....the girls did cheat a lil...haha...girls mah....haha..lol...no offense...but in the end guys still win...wakaka...we all washed up and we had lunch...finally i ate chicken cutlet rice...haha...been missing that dish...after lunch we made our way to Uncle Wong's class...haha...we did some configuration of the Fortinet devices...so far so gd..all is understandable..

Then it came to Web Application...first time i sat in front seh...hahaha..lol...i wanna do well in web...on firsthand opinion...web application damn cool sia...create own website..the business prospect is good and bla bla bla...so...im gonna study damn hard this term and prove myself...been slacking too much...but not anymore...hahaha

PS:I know my heart has always been, and will be there with you.

17 Again!!!

2009-04-18T02:13:00.004+08:00

Wee!!!! hehehehe!!! Watched 17 Again yesterday yesterday..the day the film was released..wakakaka....on the spot sia....school ended and PNV clique went for movies...We took 25 to AMK hub...worse to worse sia...long bus journey made me doze off with the songs from my psp...when i woke up reach already..just nice...haha...lol..so we bought our tickets for the 0315 show and get snacks...some snacks were bought earlier in school...budget sia..haha..
The movie was funny at alot of parts...Got touching part and lol parts...haha..but overall i would rate the movie as 4/5..haha..then the girls went toilet to toilet at every level as the ladies toilet was crowded on each level...

So.so.so.....after that we went pizza hut...Faris insisted to treat us seh...haha...lol...best..best..best...until this on waiter keep smiling at him...wakakaka...attracted to him sia..haha...lol..so we ate and ate and ate...and Faris ended up paying wrong bill...lucky efa checked the receipt...the waiter that was smiling at him was the cashier who took the payment...hahah..lol scene...then we headed back to int where we all went our separate way home...

Personal thanks to Faris for the treat....Woi!!! next time check the receipt ..haha..lol

PS:One chance

Recover in time...BL orientation...

2009-04-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

Wee!!! I recovered from my diarrhoea..vomitting and fever...woohoo!!..lol..well i fell sick last week...damn bad sia...took medicine and rest and made dashes to the toilet..there is one night i didnt sleep until 4 cause of the damn diarrhoea....so..so...so....last saturday ..me and my mates went to marina barrage...like lol sia we all...so we snap2 picts here and there...then played the water..see the sights...damn nice sia...there were lol kids running around shouting "dosa! dosa! dosa!" meaning sin sin sin...haha...then zim went back and we all chill at the teh tarik shop at tamp...we chit chat la...about stuffs...one topic was about girls...lol rite...then i took 72 and went home...

I decided to stuff 2 post into 1...wakakakaka....lol...so i had bl orientation today...slept at 2 plus..been having memory flashbacks these few days causing me hard to sleep..aw well....so i set alarm at 450 ..i woke up...off alarm and can still doze back to lalaland...haha....lucky when mum goin to work she woke me i up...i see the clock ...it was 530....i went like "wa!!! die!! late!! die!!"

lol...!!!...haha.....so i reached early sia....efa was late....but in the end still quite okay...bl orientation when like bla bla bla...icebreaking...this and that...and lol part was that the CA for that class is my first CA..haha..lol...gd luck to that class sia...he very the long winded....so the day in school ended....after that we went for dinner at LJS...we slack awhile then made our way home...it was a long...tiring..but funtataning day....l00king forward for tmrw...got amazing race...must at least win 3rd....

PS:I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

Day Out

2009-04-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

So i woke up lazily...as usual..at 11 plus..grab my psp...started playing PES...lol..then i on the com..went on msn and started to chat with miezy about the plan today...chat and chat didnt see time..so i was like playing game/listening song/chatting at once...suppose to meet at 230 but i left home at 230..lol..haha...sorry ah...so when i reach..meera was there at the small mc waitin for me..haha..lol..i pretend didnt see and go toilet...haha...urgent ler...so when i came out we walk to the other mc to meet up with miezy and syafril..sham latest to come...

So we chill2..slack2..had my usual 2 mcchicken without lettuce and 1 one dollar coke for lunch...lol...then we walked to starbucks...had a change of mind and headed to the library instead..played poker in library...and the cleaner like one curious cat...see here see there....then by 10 we all headed home....funny day....cause april fools...aw well...Die!! got dental at 1040am tmrw...

PS:Sometimes the memories are worth the pain

Monday Blues

2009-03-30T22:49:00.003+08:00

Slept like a pig til 12 today....so tired..was hardcore gaming til 3am yesterday..somehow i think im developing insomnia...or perhaps its just me...boring day...i woke up at 12...sat in front of the com..til now..been practising my vocals/singing for fun on the song save you by simple plan..that song kinda links to my life..especially the part "Sometimes I wish I could save you.And there're so many things that I want you to know.I won't give up till it’s over.If it takes you forever I want you to know" yup2..thats the chorus to be exact...well..all i can do is wish..

PS:When it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

GREEN...AMBER...RED...

2009-03-28T00:44:00.005+08:00

wakakaka..lol..my title no link to post at all..haha..background so emo la miezy..lol..thanks again..aw well..so tired..and its suppose to be hols...haha..lols..so so so..i already planned to register for car license on e 3rd of april..its like finally..lol..hopefully can pass...and i went like "Duh...i Daytona champion..how hard can it be?"...had fun at the BL BBQ the other day..it was damn tiring..but fun..and the catchphrase of that day was jiggy jiggy...

Praying each day that I won't be too late...

PS:With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day. You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn't I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I'll constantly wonder what went wrong. I'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done.

First and foremost

2009-03-24T23:52:00.005+08:00

My first very post gonna be short and sweet.firstly,i wanna thank miezy for the help on the blog.thanks alot.ok2..cut the crap..im still up.gaming.as usual.gtg for now.hope i do have somethin to blog tmrw..haha..lol

lockdown

I seek forgiveness from all.

Lost.

Lost.

HARI RAYA

BLING!

Its starts with A

LIFE

\.,./ \.,./

BRB

Condolences

revival..again

NOT YET DEAD

So yesterday

=D

chalet chalet challe

BOO YEAA!!

gymgymgym

IMY

For that girl

Guitar pick powerpoint

OCH

I saw you

Jam Butter Peanut

Monthsary

2010

Mangrove Madness

Revival part 2

Yay me

Revival and monster mushroom swiss

3rd monthsary..weee

Things get weird and weirder

Up Down Down Down..*falls into a pit*

New blogskin..new rules..new zen

Sha la la Sentosa

Minus dot minus

LAST DAY OF HOLS!!

SORORITY ROW

RAWR!!! Down under..

Twirl and Whirl to vivocity

But then.Phobia 2

Hari Raya.

Its been awhile...

Now what do you call that..Simplicity

Down and Out and Out..Literally..

Officially 19

Heck of a day

Bit by bit back.ILQT

789 and final lecture of the term

Ow ow ow ow ow ow..Seriously..XD

Backtrack Sidetrack

A new reason

Killing two posts with one keyboard

Harry Potter is out.

3 - 1 2 - 1 and Beach Road

I want my results!!!

A certain thought.

Tired tired tired...Ow ow ow!

Old friends.

OMG..WOO!!

Up down merry go round.

Not to late for a resolution? =D

Reality.

Changi Village.Weird Nasi Lemak

BLOGGING tomorrow instead

Chillax day.

Long story cut short.

Tests over.Vacation is here.woohoo!!

Hotel 1517

Off to KL

A certain peace.

Best of both worlds...

L.A.Z.Y

Hope for a win.

Short and simple

Blueberry and Spiderman

Something.

Now thats what i call a boring day

Emo scripts and Bandung

Gym and new ez link card

Up Down Down Down..falls into a pit